By the time im writing this blog….i’ve just received an invitation card from my schoolmate for her wedding….and when i opened my FB i saw another schoolmate of mine has been married 4days ago….and also this coming Saturday my best friend is abt to engage….and some other schoolmates are happily married with husband and few kids…time past…still remember the time we spent our school time…WHAT A LIFE!!
Really glad to see them have a happy life with their soul-mate and kids….but why I feel sad? Am I jealous? worried? not at all…I’m pretty sure its not about tht….Well, maybe just feel insecure living like this forever without anywhere to head….I’m no where now…dont say in this age i should not worried abt future…i’m not young and teen anymore….all tht time has past…wht should i do? Yes!! WHAT SHOULD I DO??? Everytime jmp org yg slh…i never blame anyone…coz im the one who look for it…so i have to face it…ask a guidance from ALLAH!! Im not snob but Am i pure enough to ask a help from HIM?….im in sinful since i’m out from my previous life….i’ve totally changed and now i’m regretting for wht i’ve done….
Anyway, too all my friends who is happily married & to be married…CONGRATULATION PEEPS!! May this relationship will last forever!!!
Peace out!!!
